My new favorite song :-)

I left the letter at your door.
I light your cigarette just once more
Now I say what I needed
Left the suitcase in your hallway
Dried up flowers down the driveway
But then I walked back in.
Saw pictures of your sister by the stove holiday cards and
Murder that she wrote with the unread book I bought ya.

Circles will not fill a square
Don´t fit together but I don´t care
You still have my heart; You still have my heart.
People say they saw you on the television
But I don´t care who you are
You still have my heart (x3)

I need a day to walk out by the sea
Because I keep running back to this disease
In our twisted storybook of love.
Must be someone better who´d agree
And who wouldn´t give it up so easily.
Yea We fit like a glove.

Circles will not fill a square
Don´t fit together but I don´t care.
You still have my heart; You still have my heart
People say they saw you on the television
But I don´t care who you are
Cause you still have my heart (x3)

Is it cause is it cause of all the memories?
Is it cause is it cause of all the what could be´s?
Is it cause is it cause of all the mysteries?
Is it cause is it cause you are make believe?

Circles will not fill a square don´t fit together but I don´t care
You still have my heart (x2)
Circles will not fill a square don´t fit together but I don´t care
You still have my heart. (x2)
People say they saw you on the television
But I don´t care who you are
Cause you still have my heart (oh boy) (x3)

Link to the video on YouTube

New pics of my beautiful little angel :-)

Pics from my trip to the Transformers 2 premiere in Westwood (June 22, 2009). So very freaking cool!

The marquee

Optimus Prime!

Bumblebee

Megan Fox

Josh Duhamel

Shia LeBouf

Michael Bay

Just a few pics from Nana's 89th bday brunch at the Lilo & Stitch Brunch (Paradise Pier Hotel).


Michael & Nana: BFF


Michael, gettin' down!


Minnie helps feed Kaylee


Nana's gourmet birthday brownie!

I will never understand people. And I don't think I want to. Bc then it'd fall all on you to tell everyone else who that person is a jerk LOL I give up trying to understand people, seriously. The most important people in my life are my kids, period. No one else even comes close right now. Maybe my best friends (Dash, Jen, Lisa, Heather, SSU, etc.). But that's it. I know who loves me for ME, & not who loves the idea of some perfect girl I COULD be. And that's all that matters :-)

I'm at work, uploading pics, & generally being bored.

I'm starting a new project, w/ Mom's help. I'm making scarves for Operation Gratitude. I'm also donating them to Operation Love From Home, my friend's project. Mom's buying me a few skeins of camouflage yarn tomorrow. We found it at Michael's! Kaylee loves the yarn section LOL Mom's keeping me supplied w/ stamps to send them in, & the skeins only cost $2.79 (w/out the 50% coupon). I can get 2 scarves out of 1 skein, so it's PERFECT!!! I'm pretty excited :-)

The next few posts will be all pictures. Enjoy!

I decided to take my friend's advice & keep a blog again. My life isn't very exciting, though others think it is.

This has been an up & down week. Sunday was Father's Day, & plans got messed up left & right. At least the day ended good! Mom & I watched Impact. Mommy & me time is still awesome.

Monday would've been me & Ryan's 15 month anniversary. So you can bet I was getting the hell out of town! He watched Kaylee & I went to the Transformers 2 premiere. Very fun :-)

Yesterday was going to be a relaxing day, but Kaylee was sick :-( my poor baby girl. She was throwing up, cranky, upset, etc. Ryan came over to help, but by that time she was back to her old self.

Today, places to go, people to see, decisions to make. The usual.

I miss you, Frank. More than you can ever possibly know. More than I've ever missed anyone in my whole life. More than my dad, more than my Aunt Liz.

Thank you for all that you taught me. Thank you for loving me like a daughter. Thank you for the wonderful moments, & the laughs. I still love you to this day, & I will never forget everything you taught me.